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The reason why I am a wiccan, and meditate, is because I went to a buddist temple and saw people sitting cross-legged, with there eyes closed. My mother said they are meditating. That expirience shook me. I sometimes get angry, sad, or upset. Meditating really helps, and anyone can do it. You just focus hard, then you find that place within you. That special, peaceful place. It is different with everyone, but it still works. Some say it is just a form of relaxing, I think it is Magyk within your heart.
My friend also told me about a book called Where to Park Your Broomstick. It is a book about entering the life of a Wiccan, or Witch. Some people think that witches are evil and nasty, and perform spells to harm others. Wicca and Witch doesn't work like that. There are severe laws in the Wiccan religion that bounds you from any influence or control or harm to anyone. Even some love spells are against the law. If you do a love spell for you to become more attractive to a certain someone, that is okay.
I built a little shrine in my backyard to perform spells and purification rituals with. It has candles, statues, rocks, crystals, tarot cards, and other special items on it. I hope that whoever reads this post, and is thinking about doing what I did, I certainly recomend it. It is a wonderful journey into the ways of nature.